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Previously on
The Handmaid's Tale...
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How can I tell him
that everything
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that has happened to her
is because of me?
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He's never gonna forgive me.
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Hannah knows how hard
we tried to find her.
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-How could she?
-'Cause I told her.
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Mommy.
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Daddy and I will
always love you.
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And we would never stop.
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The accused stand charged
with gender treachery,
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in violation of Romans,
chapter 1.
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Martha,
you are hereby sentenced to
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-the Common Mercy of the State.
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Handmaid, you are
sentenced to Redemption.
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I have sources.
Witnesses to your involvement
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in Commander Winslow's
disappearance.
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Unless you arrange
for my immediate reinstatement.
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You want me to restore
your position,
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I need my seat
back at the table.
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And your information
can help me get it.
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Let's fix this country.
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Let's make things right again.
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-Ooh, sorry.
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No. It's okay.
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So, do you--
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With Offred
now in Canada,
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we can't be naive about that.
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She could put us both away
for the maximum sentence
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and prevent you
from being a mother to your son.
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We need to drop our fight.
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What do you guys know
about Serena?
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-She's pregnant.
-Is it his? The Commander's?
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All right. June, wait.
Wait, wait, wait.
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-June, June.
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She's pathological.
She's a sociopath.
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She's toxic. And abusive.
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She's a monster.
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Do you know why
God made you pregnant?
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So that when He kills
that baby inside your womb,
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you will feel a fraction
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of the pain that you caused us
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when you tore our children
from our arms!
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-Do you understand me?
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I felt helpless.
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I guess it was...
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a way to feel in control.
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Didn't your Commander notice?
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I cut high on my arms,
where he couldn't see.
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Must have hurt.
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Felt good, actually.
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Um...
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It's like a relief.
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Well, cutting was
your way to cope.
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But you're here now.
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You're healing.
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You're free.
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Yeah,
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my Commander's free, too.
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At least you get to face
yours in court tomorrow.
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I'd be so nervous, June.
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I can barely stand to watch
the news about the trial.
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It's a "confirmation
of charges" hearing.
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And she doesn't have to go.
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There's nothing wrong
with a written statement.
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She wants to tell her
story in person.
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Still,
you must be so scared.
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And worried.
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You know, the defense
gets to ask questions.
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I'm not nervous or worried.
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Or scared.
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I can't fucking wait.
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How are you getting home?
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Hey.
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Hey.
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Ready to go, Miss Osborn?
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Um, will you just
give me a moment.
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Thank you.
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So, you kicking me
out of the group?
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No.
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Just give it some time.
You'll find your groove.
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Or maybe you won't.
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I just, I thought that I'd have
more in common with them.
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Well, they don't all come with
their own security detail, so...
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You know what I mean.
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-Feelings...
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forgiveness.
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Journaling?
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Why aren't they more angry?
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How do you know they're not?
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-Leave me alone!
-Emily, I'm so, please, stop.
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I just wanna, I just wanna
talk to you for a moment.
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Uh, why don't we go sit?
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I just wanna talk to you
for five minutes.
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I don't want to talk to you.
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You look well.
Are you well?
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Emily, it's so good--
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Hey, hey, hey! Who are you?
What do you want?
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Is there a problem here?
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No, there's no problem.
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Um, I just, I just wanna talk.
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But it... it doesn't
have to be now.
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Um, yeah.
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Here's, here's my information--
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-Stop it!
-Go away!
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Please.
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Go!
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Yeah.
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Are you okay?
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Who was that?
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-I'm fine.
You sure?
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Yes. Yeah, thank you.
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I'll see you there.
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Emily...
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I'll... I'll see you at home.
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It's supposed to be a refresher,
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but coding bootcamp
is kicking my ass.
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I've been out of the game
a long time.
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Have you gotten
to go back into teaching?
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I'm not sure
I'm ready for that.
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Syl's been encouraging me,
but...
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Who's Iris Baker?
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The woman at the library.
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What woman?
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Um, I knew her as Irene.
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Aunt Irene.
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She was assigned
to the district
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where I had my first posting
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before I met you.
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And what did she want?
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Ah, doesn't matter 'cause Emily
doesn't want to talk to her.
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I don't know.
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-She hurt you, didn't she?
Why would you say that?
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Because she's an Aunt.
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You should face her.
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-Emily, you need to...
-June. June.
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You have to get out everything
you have been holding in.
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I promise you,
you will feel better.
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Well, we're not all like you.
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That Aunt Irene
must have been brutal.
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How bad could she be?
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Aunt Lydia set
a high fucking bar.
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Yeah, well, if Emily
wanted you to know,
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I'm sure she would've
just told you, right?
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Apparently.
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So, you sure
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you wouldn't feel better
if I was there tomorrow?
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It would just hurt you
to hear those things...
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about me, so...
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I... I don't want that.
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So, Mark Tuello
was really interested
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in the, um, the lake house
where you saw Hannah.
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And he said he could
find some photos
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that you could look at.
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Why did you tell him about that?
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Because this is the first
new information
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that we've had on Hannah
in, like, forever.
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It means that we can
restart the search.
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-Yeah, but I didn't want...
-But don't you want that?
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...to tell him about that. Yet.
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All right. All right.
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I don't know why
you would've told him.
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That kid is like
a motion detector.
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I had to sneak out like a ninja.
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-Luke, can you finish these?
-Uh, yeah, I got it.
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I want to go look
at my testimony.
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She, uh, says she doesn't
want me there tomorrow.
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Well, if she wanted
a cheering section,
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she would've asked us to come.
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I just don't know. I don't...
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I don't know what she wants.
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She is like a stranger
half the time.
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I mean, it's like...
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when we talk about Hannah.
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And...
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in bed.
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Getting over trauma
is a bumpy fucking road.
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Yeah.
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You need to be patient
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till June gets
where she's going.
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You don't know
what she's been through.
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Maybe that's the problem.
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"Mr. Waterford's sexual tastes
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were very pedestrian.
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On occasion,
he couldn't even perform.
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When that happened,
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he'd make me have sex
with another Jezebel
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while he watched
and masturbated."
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And a good evening to you, too.
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Moira Strand,
she paints quite the picture.
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A deviant and a liar.
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Judges didn't seem to think so,
I watched the footage.
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And it didn't help
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that you were rolling your eyes
the entire time.
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Why did you want
to see me, Serena?
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-Tomorrow's a big day.
-Exactly. I'm concerned.
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Dawn's prepared. She knows
what Offred's gonna say.
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I'm not worried about Dawn.
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You need
to get it together, Fred.
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Everything that you do
reflects on the both of us.
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All of us, actually.
So calling her June would help.
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You know what
would really help?
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If you came to court.
If you stood by your husband.
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You know I haven't
felt up to it.
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You've never felt better.
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The world already knows
I'm pregnant.
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They need to know
we're a family.
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Appearances matter,
Mrs. Waterford.
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Besides,
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do you want June to think
you're afraid to face her?
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I'll see you in the morning.
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Oh, maybe wear the teal.
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You're not finished yet?
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Move on!
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Have you never washed a floor?
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Give me it!
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Put something into it!
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It's deplorable.
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Gossip is a tool
of the Devil, ladies.
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We were just saying
what a blessing it is
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to have you back, Aunt Lydia.
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A blessing.
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Aren't you kind?
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But we must set a good example,
mustn't we?
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Of course, Aunt Lydia.
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Kylie! You missed a spot.
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I'm sorry, Aunt Lydia.
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It's still there!
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I think it's a stain,
Aunt Lydia.
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-You're impertinent, girl!
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Aunt Lydia! Stop!
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It's time.
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Next we will hear
the victim statement
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of June Osborn.
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Please raise your right hand.
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Is there a Bible?
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No, Ma'am. Not in this court.
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Do you swear to tell the truth,
the whole truth,
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and nothing but the truth?
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I do.
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Ms. Osborn,
please take the stand.
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In your own time.
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My name is June Osborn.
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Fred Waterford
and Serena Joy Waterford
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imprisoned me, beat me,
and raped me.
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I came to the Waterfords' house
in 2017.
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It was my second posting.
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A few days after my arrival,
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I was summoned
to the drawing room,
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where I was asked to kneel
in front of the Waterfords,
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as witnessed by
their housekeeper Rita Blue
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and their... driver Nick Blaine.
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Mr. Waterford read a story
from the Bible
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about Rachel and Bilhah.
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After that, I was
taken upstairs to her bedroom.
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There, Mr. Waterford raped me
while his wife held me down.
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This happened
for three successive nights
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every month when
I was ovulating.
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These were the legally
sanctioned rapes.
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There were others.
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Mrs. Waterford was desperate
for me to get pregnant
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and questioned
her husband's fertility.
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She ordered me to have sex
with their driver.
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Another violation of Gilead law
that I could not refuse.
264
00:18:16,028 --> 00:18:18,831
Mr. Blaine and I
had intercourse,
265
00:18:18,865 --> 00:18:20,767
while Mrs. Waterford
was in the room,
266
00:18:20,800 --> 00:18:22,835
watching us the entire time.
267
00:18:25,638 --> 00:18:29,842
I did become pregnant
with my daughter Nichole.
268
00:18:31,944 --> 00:18:33,313
My daughter.
269
00:18:35,248 --> 00:18:37,284
During a visit
to a doctor's office,
270
00:18:37,317 --> 00:18:41,087
the underground
resistance movement in Gilead
271
00:18:41,120 --> 00:18:43,623
provided the means
for me to escape,
272
00:18:43,656 --> 00:18:46,393
and I stayed in hiding
for two months.
273
00:18:46,426 --> 00:18:49,162
Eventually, I found my way
to an ally's small plane
274
00:18:49,196 --> 00:18:51,198
leaving for Canada,
275
00:18:51,231 --> 00:18:53,633
but just before takeoff,
I was captured,
276
00:18:53,666 --> 00:18:55,402
and I was brought back
to the Waterfords',
277
00:18:55,435 --> 00:18:58,271
where the mistreatment
and abuse continued.
278
00:19:00,106 --> 00:19:03,176
At nine months pregnant,
I went into false labor.
279
00:19:04,611 --> 00:19:09,449
For this, Mrs. Waterford
was very angry with me
280
00:19:09,482 --> 00:19:12,118
and felt embarrassed
in front of her friends
281
00:19:12,151 --> 00:19:14,487
who had gathered
to witness the birth.
282
00:19:16,789 --> 00:19:18,491
As punishment,
283
00:19:20,560 --> 00:19:23,363
Mr. Waterford raped me again...
284
00:19:25,465 --> 00:19:27,300
while she held me down.
285
00:19:31,204 --> 00:19:32,405
I struggled
286
00:19:33,506 --> 00:19:36,409
and pleaded for them to stop.
287
00:19:39,111 --> 00:19:40,413
They did not.
288
00:19:44,651 --> 00:19:46,719
After I gave birth,
the Waterfords forbid
289
00:19:46,753 --> 00:19:49,889
any contact
with my daughter Nichole,
290
00:19:49,922 --> 00:19:53,393
although I was still expected
to provide breast milk for her.
291
00:19:55,295 --> 00:19:57,096
Eventually, I managed
to convince them
292
00:19:57,129 --> 00:19:59,266
to let me to spend
some time with her.
293
00:20:01,434 --> 00:20:03,970
Mrs. Waterford did make
one attempt
294
00:20:04,003 --> 00:20:05,972
to improve conditions
for the women
295
00:20:06,005 --> 00:20:08,608
and young girls of Gilead.
296
00:20:08,641 --> 00:20:11,678
She appeared in front
of the Commanders' Council
297
00:20:11,711 --> 00:20:14,514
and read out loud
from the Bible.
298
00:20:15,748 --> 00:20:19,752
For this crime of reading,
they cut off her finger.
299
00:20:21,821 --> 00:20:25,892
Mr. Waterford, her husband,
did not object.
300
00:20:28,060 --> 00:20:31,431
When I confronted Mr. Waterford
about his brutality,
301
00:20:31,464 --> 00:20:34,734
he struck me and threatened
to cut out my tongue.
302
00:20:38,004 --> 00:20:39,472
I hit him back,
303
00:20:40,773 --> 00:20:43,910
even though it could mean
execution for me.
304
00:20:46,479 --> 00:20:48,948
I suppose I was past
caring by then.
305
00:20:51,551 --> 00:20:53,420
Later, with the help
of Rita Blue
306
00:20:53,453 --> 00:20:55,688
and other housekeepers
in the neighborhood,
307
00:20:55,722 --> 00:20:58,124
I had a second opportunity
to escape Gilead,
308
00:20:58,157 --> 00:21:00,893
this time with
my daughter Nichole.
309
00:21:04,797 --> 00:21:07,667
But I couldn't leave
my other daughter Hannah behind.
310
00:21:09,502 --> 00:21:14,006
So I stayed, to try to save her.
311
00:21:17,176 --> 00:21:18,611
To bring her back
312
00:21:20,313 --> 00:21:21,581
to her father,
313
00:21:22,281 --> 00:21:23,550
my husband.
314
00:21:27,587 --> 00:21:28,721
I failed.
315
00:21:33,926 --> 00:21:37,296
This time, when I was captured,
I was sent to a new household,
316
00:21:37,330 --> 00:21:39,466
where Mr. and Mrs.
Joseph Lawrence
317
00:21:39,499 --> 00:21:41,768
did not subject me to any rapes,
318
00:21:42,569 --> 00:21:44,837
at great risk
to their own lives.
319
00:21:46,373 --> 00:21:48,074
But Mr. Waterford
320
00:21:48,107 --> 00:21:51,043
later arranged for me
to be raped by Mr. Lawrence
321
00:21:51,077 --> 00:21:52,845
as a test of loyalty.
322
00:21:54,914 --> 00:21:56,749
The Waterfords drank coffee
323
00:21:56,783 --> 00:22:00,787
while upstairs I had sex
with Mr. Lawrence
324
00:22:00,820 --> 00:22:03,556
against both of our wishes
in front of his wife.
325
00:22:07,226 --> 00:22:08,695
Mrs. Lawrence...
326
00:22:12,331 --> 00:22:13,400
Eleanor...
327
00:22:14,434 --> 00:22:16,969
was a kind and fragile woman,
328
00:22:18,104 --> 00:22:19,372
and this experience
329
00:22:22,108 --> 00:22:23,376
devastated her.
330
00:22:25,478 --> 00:22:28,481
That was the last time
I saw Mr. Waterford...
331
00:22:29,682 --> 00:22:30,683
until now.
332
00:22:42,629 --> 00:22:45,131
I am grateful to be speaking
to you today.
333
00:22:47,266 --> 00:22:49,669
But mine is just one voice.
334
00:22:52,038 --> 00:22:53,473
Countless others
335
00:22:56,142 --> 00:22:57,510
will remain unheard,
336
00:22:58,478 --> 00:23:02,615
imprisoned by men
like Fred Waterford.
337
00:23:04,050 --> 00:23:05,117
Women...
338
00:23:11,157 --> 00:23:13,059
my friends...
339
00:23:18,164 --> 00:23:19,732
who lost their lives
340
00:23:20,700 --> 00:23:22,702
and can never be heard.
341
00:23:28,575 --> 00:23:30,109
It is for those women
342
00:23:32,479 --> 00:23:34,847
that I ask the
International Criminal Court
343
00:23:34,881 --> 00:23:37,617
to confirm the charges
against this man
344
00:23:38,518 --> 00:23:40,119
and put him on trial.
345
00:23:42,889 --> 00:23:46,025
I ask for the maximum
possible sentence.
346
00:23:50,597 --> 00:23:52,499
I ask for justice.
347
00:23:54,934 --> 00:23:56,102
Thank you.
348
00:24:17,156 --> 00:24:18,525
Thank you, Ms. Osborn.
349
00:24:20,927 --> 00:24:22,962
The defense now
has the opportunity
350
00:24:22,995 --> 00:24:24,697
to ask a few questions.
351
00:24:24,731 --> 00:24:26,833
Thank you, Your Honor.
352
00:24:26,866 --> 00:24:29,368
I remind you
that this is not a trial.
353
00:24:29,401 --> 00:24:30,537
Keep your questioning brief.
354
00:24:30,570 --> 00:24:32,004
Of course, Your Honor.
355
00:24:36,208 --> 00:24:38,645
You had an affair with
a married man, is that correct?
356
00:24:39,178 --> 00:24:41,178
For months?
357
00:24:40,179 --> 00:24:41,180
Ms. Mathis.
358
00:24:41,213 --> 00:24:42,882
I just want the record
to show that Ms. Osborn
359
00:24:42,915 --> 00:24:47,620
has a history of deceitfulness
around sex and infidelity.
360
00:24:48,387 --> 00:24:50,489
And your adultery,
361
00:24:50,523 --> 00:24:52,124
your sin,
362
00:24:52,158 --> 00:24:53,593
that's why you're here today.
363
00:24:54,226 --> 00:24:55,261
Isn't it true, Ms. Osborn,
364
00:24:55,294 --> 00:24:57,163
that you chose
to become a Handmaid?
365
00:24:57,196 --> 00:24:58,731
It wasn't much of a choice.
366
00:24:59,699 --> 00:25:02,034
It was either that or get sent
to the Colonies.
367
00:25:02,068 --> 00:25:03,269
That is a yes, then?
368
00:25:04,771 --> 00:25:06,405
You knew what
you were signing up for.
369
00:25:06,438 --> 00:25:08,207
You knowingly agreed
to the Ceremony.
370
00:25:09,942 --> 00:25:12,979
I didn't sign up to get raped
when I was nine months pregnant,
371
00:25:13,012 --> 00:25:15,012
no.
372
00:25:13,880 --> 00:25:15,381
It was another holy Ceremony.
373
00:25:15,414 --> 00:25:16,749
Mr. Waterford--
374
00:25:16,783 --> 00:25:17,950
To bring God's gift
into the world safely.
375
00:25:17,984 --> 00:25:19,485
It was for the health
of the child.
376
00:25:19,518 --> 00:25:20,720
Ms. Mathis,
please control your client.
377
00:25:20,753 --> 00:25:22,254
That's enough, Mr. Waterford.
378
00:25:22,288 --> 00:25:24,256
God tests us.
He tests us with a heavy hand.
379
00:25:24,290 --> 00:25:27,727
The sacrifices we all made
in Gilead were difficult.
380
00:25:27,760 --> 00:25:30,630
But where else on Earth
is the birth rate rising?
381
00:25:30,663 --> 00:25:34,033
Nowhere. Only in Gilead
because it works.
382
00:25:34,066 --> 00:25:35,735
It works.
383
00:25:36,435 --> 00:25:38,304
We chose God's path
384
00:25:40,607 --> 00:25:43,309
and have been rewarded
for our suffering.
385
00:25:47,179 --> 00:25:49,916
how was I rewarded
for my suffering?
386
00:25:49,949 --> 00:25:52,719
Your beautiful baby daughter
and your other daughter.
387
00:25:52,752 --> 00:25:54,020
I let you see her.
388
00:25:54,053 --> 00:25:55,487
I arranged for the two of them
to meet, a kindness,
389
00:25:55,521 --> 00:25:57,924
-she left that out.
-I am done!
390
00:26:06,365 --> 00:26:07,900
I am done.
391
00:26:10,002 --> 00:26:12,138
Anything more
can wait for your trial.
392
00:26:44,270 --> 00:26:45,271
Come.
393
00:26:51,811 --> 00:26:54,613
Commander, it was an accident.
394
00:26:54,647 --> 00:26:56,082
Aunt Ruth got in my way,
395
00:26:56,115 --> 00:26:58,985
-she is often clumsy--
-Oh, bullshit.
396
00:26:59,919 --> 00:27:03,155
Aunt Ruth has a different story.
397
00:27:03,189 --> 00:27:06,358
Not that I care about
that one either.
398
00:27:08,127 --> 00:27:09,696
But the Handmaid!
399
00:27:09,729 --> 00:27:12,231
By, by all accounts
she was obedient
400
00:27:12,264 --> 00:27:14,400
and, uh, compliant.
401
00:27:16,836 --> 00:27:18,771
They all are, these days.
402
00:27:19,672 --> 00:27:22,875
They've known Gilead
most of their lives.
403
00:27:24,143 --> 00:27:26,278
Unlike some.
404
00:27:30,883 --> 00:27:34,954
Boy, it must be killing you
that June won.
405
00:27:34,987 --> 00:27:38,157
Out of your reach,
free as a bird.
406
00:27:39,425 --> 00:27:43,195
And singing like one, too.
407
00:27:44,731 --> 00:27:46,999
Well, she will...
408
00:27:48,634 --> 00:27:50,136
answer to God.
409
00:27:52,371 --> 00:27:53,372
We'll see.
410
00:27:54,741 --> 00:27:56,976
Maybe she'll just wrap
that old goat
411
00:27:57,009 --> 00:28:00,046
around her little finger too.
412
00:28:00,079 --> 00:28:03,449
June won because she knows
how to make people like her.
413
00:28:03,482 --> 00:28:05,117
People do not like you.
414
00:28:07,553 --> 00:28:08,755
They don't.
415
00:28:09,288 --> 00:28:10,790
I can sympathize.
416
00:28:10,823 --> 00:28:12,892
People don't like me either.
417
00:28:12,925 --> 00:28:14,160
But...
418
00:28:17,696 --> 00:28:21,300
These reports will stop.
419
00:28:22,401 --> 00:28:24,003
Are you going to terminate me?
420
00:28:33,179 --> 00:28:34,446
I don't want to.
421
00:28:37,349 --> 00:28:38,350
I don't.
422
00:28:40,953 --> 00:28:43,022
I want you back in form.
423
00:28:43,255 --> 00:28:44,323
Oh.
424
00:28:44,356 --> 00:28:47,659
The work that I'm doing,
that we... that we are doing
425
00:28:47,693 --> 00:28:49,628
is the future of Gilead.
426
00:28:49,661 --> 00:28:54,801
And that means the world to me.
427
00:28:54,834 --> 00:28:56,102
Everything to me.
428
00:28:56,602 --> 00:28:59,438
Yes. Yes.
429
00:28:59,471 --> 00:29:00,940
So, no.
430
00:29:00,973 --> 00:29:02,141
No.
431
00:29:03,876 --> 00:29:05,778
I'm not terminating you.
432
00:29:09,148 --> 00:29:13,085
But, uh, today,
we have a situation.
433
00:29:13,119 --> 00:29:16,288
A fugitive Handmaid
captured in Chicago.
434
00:29:19,725 --> 00:29:21,127
Ah!
435
00:29:23,863 --> 00:29:26,833
The trouble that she's caused
436
00:29:26,866 --> 00:29:29,401
and the defiance.
437
00:29:29,435 --> 00:29:35,174
It's such a poor reflection
on your training. On Gilead.
438
00:29:35,207 --> 00:29:37,209
Yes. Ah...
439
00:29:38,210 --> 00:29:39,979
Commander, I...
440
00:29:40,012 --> 00:29:42,681
I assure you,
this girl was led astray.
441
00:29:42,714 --> 00:29:45,317
This girl was
your responsibility,
442
00:29:46,185 --> 00:29:48,185
am I right?
443
00:29:47,519 --> 00:29:49,856
Yes. Yes, she is.
444
00:29:50,489 --> 00:29:51,824
Yes.
445
00:29:59,765 --> 00:30:01,400
It's, uh...
446
00:30:03,335 --> 00:30:07,639
fortuitous, I think, to have her
in our custody right now.
447
00:30:07,673 --> 00:30:11,911
I know you...
you enjoy inflicting pain.
448
00:30:11,944 --> 00:30:14,580
Why... that isn't true.
449
00:30:14,613 --> 00:30:16,048
I'm not judging.
450
00:30:16,082 --> 00:30:17,917
Everybody needs
a hobby, I guess.
451
00:30:17,950 --> 00:30:19,852
Oh.
452
00:30:19,886 --> 00:30:22,054
That's not true.
I, I object to this...
453
00:30:22,088 --> 00:30:27,126
But it is counterproductive
for you to inflict that pain
454
00:30:27,159 --> 00:30:29,095
on your students
at the Red Center,
455
00:30:29,128 --> 00:30:31,830
let alone on your colleagues.
456
00:30:31,864 --> 00:30:34,400
-Do you understand?
-I do, yes.
457
00:30:35,134 --> 00:30:37,970
You need a better outlet.
458
00:30:41,107 --> 00:30:42,408
So...
459
00:30:44,510 --> 00:30:46,112
do with her what you will.
460
00:30:53,619 --> 00:30:55,454
Oh, God.
461
00:31:01,060 --> 00:31:03,062
It's just like Waterford...
462
00:31:03,996 --> 00:31:06,098
to try to spin Gilead.
463
00:31:07,934 --> 00:31:09,301
Lipstick on a pig.
464
00:31:09,335 --> 00:31:11,037
The Internet's having
a field day.
465
00:31:11,070 --> 00:31:13,039
-Such a loser.
Yeah.
466
00:31:13,072 --> 00:31:15,641
Here she is.
Woman of the hour.
467
00:31:24,250 --> 00:31:26,250
June.
468
00:31:25,884 --> 00:31:27,954
She was waiting for you outside.
469
00:31:29,588 --> 00:31:31,991
Yeah, well, you had no business
trying to bring her in here.
470
00:31:32,024 --> 00:31:34,860
Why? Who is she?
471
00:31:34,893 --> 00:31:36,295
This woman was an Aunt.
472
00:31:41,433 --> 00:31:43,433
Aunt Irene.
473
00:31:44,570 --> 00:31:46,072
Why is she here?
474
00:31:46,872 --> 00:31:49,008
We should call the cops.
475
00:31:49,041 --> 00:31:51,077
This is not the time
or place, June.
476
00:31:51,944 --> 00:31:53,112
Why not?
477
00:31:57,549 --> 00:31:59,085
Why? This is our group,
478
00:31:59,918 --> 00:32:00,987
isn't it?
479
00:32:02,588 --> 00:32:03,655
Who wants her to stay?
480
00:32:18,971 --> 00:32:20,406
I'm trying to help you.
481
00:32:23,175 --> 00:32:24,443
But it's up to you.
482
00:32:28,214 --> 00:32:29,215
Fine.
483
00:33:04,450 --> 00:33:05,484
Well?
484
00:33:06,885 --> 00:33:10,489
You wanted to talk.
Go ahead. It's okay.
485
00:33:17,329 --> 00:33:19,231
I've done some terrible things.
486
00:33:20,999 --> 00:33:22,501
Every Aunt has.
487
00:33:23,935 --> 00:33:25,937
We were trained
to deliver the corrections--
488
00:33:25,971 --> 00:33:27,473
Corrections?
489
00:33:27,506 --> 00:33:28,707
You mean the beatings.
490
00:33:29,975 --> 00:33:31,177
The torture.
491
00:33:32,578 --> 00:33:34,913
The physical punishment
492
00:33:34,946 --> 00:33:37,416
was meant to help keep
all of you alive.
493
00:33:39,851 --> 00:33:41,853
But what I did to you was worse.
494
00:33:41,887 --> 00:33:43,422
And I never even touched you.
495
00:33:45,457 --> 00:33:46,525
What did you do?
496
00:33:51,230 --> 00:33:56,768
I learned she had a lover
at her first posting,
497
00:33:56,802 --> 00:33:58,070
a Martha.
498
00:34:00,606 --> 00:34:03,942
They continued the affair
after Emily was reassigned
499
00:34:03,975 --> 00:34:06,712
to Commander Scott
and became Ofglen.
500
00:34:06,745 --> 00:34:08,214
So...
501
00:34:09,081 --> 00:34:10,382
I informed the Eyes.
502
00:34:20,859 --> 00:34:25,497
So you're the reason
why they hung that poor woman.
503
00:34:28,134 --> 00:34:32,471
And you are the reason
why they mutilated Emily.
504
00:34:32,504 --> 00:34:33,505
June.
505
00:34:36,675 --> 00:34:38,110
What do you want?
506
00:34:41,347 --> 00:34:42,914
Since I found out you were here,
507
00:34:42,948 --> 00:34:45,317
I... I haven't had
a moment's peace.
508
00:34:49,121 --> 00:34:50,622
I want you to forgive me.
509
00:34:58,029 --> 00:35:00,299
You crossed the border
510
00:35:00,332 --> 00:35:03,702
and pretended
to just be any other refugee.
511
00:35:03,735 --> 00:35:05,003
You lied.
512
00:35:05,036 --> 00:35:08,407
You gave yourself a new life,
a new name
513
00:35:08,440 --> 00:35:11,109
and you thought that
you could just leave
514
00:35:11,143 --> 00:35:13,745
all of the shit you did behind.
515
00:35:13,779 --> 00:35:17,583
Why the fuck do you think
you deserve forgiveness?
516
00:35:20,819 --> 00:35:22,120
We are all God's children.
517
00:35:22,454 --> 00:35:24,556
Bullshit!
518
00:35:24,590 --> 00:35:29,428
You people hide behind God
every time it serves you.
519
00:35:33,031 --> 00:35:37,336
Please. Please, please,
please, Emily.
520
00:35:38,570 --> 00:35:42,574
Tell me what I can do
to make things better.
521
00:35:48,847 --> 00:35:49,848
Nothing.
522
00:35:52,518 --> 00:35:54,453
There's nothing you can do.
523
00:36:44,303 --> 00:36:45,671
How was group?
524
00:36:50,542 --> 00:36:51,643
It was fine.
525
00:36:53,612 --> 00:36:55,612
Mm.
526
00:36:58,417 --> 00:36:59,785
This is really good.
527
00:37:03,255 --> 00:37:05,557
Oh, thank you. Thanks.
528
00:37:10,362 --> 00:37:13,499
Look, I'm, uh,
I'm really sorry about today.
529
00:37:17,569 --> 00:37:19,871
About coming to court and...
530
00:37:26,077 --> 00:37:28,347
But at least now
I know everything.
531
00:37:30,081 --> 00:37:31,950
And maybe we can
just move on.
532
00:37:34,886 --> 00:37:37,122
I mean, if you want
to talk to me about anything
533
00:37:37,155 --> 00:37:38,724
to do with Hannah or...
534
00:37:38,757 --> 00:37:39,891
I don't.
535
00:37:42,894 --> 00:37:44,095
We're good.
536
00:37:44,129 --> 00:37:46,965
Okay. Okay.
537
00:37:51,403 --> 00:37:53,004
All right. Well, I'm here.
538
00:38:18,497 --> 00:38:20,899
I... I don't know what to do.
539
00:38:20,932 --> 00:38:22,568
Hey, hey.
540
00:38:23,769 --> 00:38:25,036
I'm trying.
541
00:38:37,683 --> 00:38:39,683
Just tell me.
542
00:38:44,390 --> 00:38:45,724
It's okay.
543
00:39:03,241 --> 00:39:04,876
No, no, June.
544
00:39:05,877 --> 00:39:08,013
June, stop. Just stop it!
545
00:39:08,046 --> 00:39:10,115
Talk to me! Talk to me!
546
00:39:11,683 --> 00:39:13,519
Talk to me.
547
00:40:26,224 --> 00:40:30,128
Goodness. You look like
the wreck of the Hesperus.
548
00:40:44,543 --> 00:40:47,012
It was Gilead that
saved you, you know.
549
00:40:49,447 --> 00:40:51,483
Our boys cleaning out Chicago.
550
00:40:53,218 --> 00:40:54,920
They saved you
from starvation...
551
00:40:58,023 --> 00:41:00,023
and worse.
552
00:41:05,130 --> 00:41:06,598
Where's June?
553
00:41:12,938 --> 00:41:13,939
Is she dead?
554
00:41:15,040 --> 00:41:16,708
Your friend is in Canada.
555
00:41:17,375 --> 00:41:18,644
She is?
556
00:41:19,410 --> 00:41:21,146
That godforsaken place.
557
00:41:23,248 --> 00:41:24,716
She made it.
558
00:41:26,952 --> 00:41:28,687
I always knew
she would make it.
559
00:41:33,158 --> 00:41:35,160
I don't know why
you're so happy.
560
00:41:37,062 --> 00:41:38,263
June left you.
561
00:41:42,133 --> 00:41:43,635
No, she didn't.
562
00:41:44,169 --> 00:41:46,169
Janine.
563
00:41:46,304 --> 00:41:48,840
Don't tell me she couldn't have
taken you with her.
564
00:41:49,374 --> 00:41:51,710
She's done it before.
565
00:41:51,743 --> 00:41:54,813
Maybe this time,
you were just too much trouble.
566
00:41:59,484 --> 00:42:01,252
It's difficult to know
with that one.
567
00:42:03,154 --> 00:42:04,623
So unpredictable.
568
00:42:07,292 --> 00:42:09,292
Selfish.
569
00:42:14,365 --> 00:42:16,101
I know what happens here.
570
00:42:19,137 --> 00:42:22,608
I know it will keep happening
until I die.
571
00:42:29,447 --> 00:42:32,317
Just don't make me
a Handmaid again, please.
572
00:42:39,290 --> 00:42:41,026
Look what she's done to you.
573
00:42:46,364 --> 00:42:47,565
She corrupts.
574
00:42:48,700 --> 00:42:50,201
She destroys.
575
00:42:50,235 --> 00:42:51,336
Everyone.
576
00:43:00,245 --> 00:43:01,613
You poor thing.
577
00:43:05,917 --> 00:43:08,286
You've spent your entire life
578
00:43:09,755 --> 00:43:11,289
losing the people you love.
579
00:43:20,231 --> 00:43:21,767
Aunt Lydia, please.
580
00:43:25,103 --> 00:43:27,673
Just don't send me
back into service.
581
00:43:29,440 --> 00:43:31,242
I'd rather die here.
582
00:43:36,447 --> 00:43:37,983
Okay.
583
00:43:47,693 --> 00:43:49,761
Well, up you go.
584
00:43:53,932 --> 00:43:55,932
Now...
585
00:43:56,434 --> 00:43:59,004
there is no use
in being theatrical.
586
00:44:00,338 --> 00:44:02,338
Hm?
587
00:44:15,687 --> 00:44:19,257
Whatever are we going
to do with you?
588
00:44:30,535 --> 00:44:31,903
I think it was shitty.
589
00:44:33,504 --> 00:44:35,206
June ambushing you like that.
590
00:44:36,808 --> 00:44:40,045
Oh. I, she...
591
00:44:40,979 --> 00:44:42,881
you know,
she thought it would help.
592
00:44:44,282 --> 00:44:46,282
Did it?
593
00:44:47,618 --> 00:44:48,887
I don't know.
594
00:44:51,422 --> 00:44:52,690
It wasn't enough.
595
00:44:54,692 --> 00:44:56,762
You want to see
that woman again?
596
00:44:57,763 --> 00:44:59,831
Uh...
597
00:44:59,865 --> 00:45:02,067
I've said all I have to say.
598
00:45:06,204 --> 00:45:07,739
All of us are just
599
00:45:09,707 --> 00:45:13,244
searching for ways
to move forward.
600
00:45:15,713 --> 00:45:18,349
Take all that shit from Gilead
and just...
601
00:45:19,885 --> 00:45:22,954
turn it into something...
602
00:45:24,189 --> 00:45:25,356
useful.
603
00:45:27,658 --> 00:45:29,761
I don't know if that's possible.
604
00:45:31,696 --> 00:45:33,431
I mean, the Waterfords
can't be the only one
605
00:45:33,464 --> 00:45:35,066
the I.C.C.'s going after.
606
00:45:35,600 --> 00:45:37,002
I mean, an Aunt
607
00:45:37,035 --> 00:45:38,937
in the Gilead power structure...
608
00:45:41,439 --> 00:45:42,974
she'd be one hell of a witness.
609
00:45:47,445 --> 00:45:51,316
Maybe you can talk to her again,
610
00:45:52,450 --> 00:45:54,385
in private this time.
611
00:45:54,419 --> 00:45:56,254
Get her to testify.
612
00:45:58,223 --> 00:45:59,257
Yeah. Move forward.
613
00:46:01,459 --> 00:46:02,460
Hm.
614
00:48:13,324 --> 00:48:14,492
Protestors.
615
00:48:15,526 --> 00:48:18,329
Sounds like more than usual.
616
00:48:20,098 --> 00:48:22,633
I suppose that was inevitable.
617
00:48:24,235 --> 00:48:26,037
Coming to court again today?
618
00:48:29,040 --> 00:48:31,576
Did you believe
what you said yesterday?
619
00:48:33,844 --> 00:48:35,146
Of course I did.
620
00:48:36,747 --> 00:48:38,747
Hm.
621
00:48:40,085 --> 00:48:41,486
Well, shall we?
622
00:49:08,746 --> 00:49:12,117
They heard us, Mrs. Waterford.
623
00:49:51,956 --> 00:49:53,691
Whoo!
624
00:50:03,934 --> 00:50:07,105
We love you, Serena!
We love you!
625
00:50:17,915 --> 00:50:20,451
I know we're all pretty shocked
626
00:50:20,985 --> 00:50:22,420
about Irene.
627
00:50:25,856 --> 00:50:29,026
Does anyone maybe
wanna say anything?
628
00:50:30,995 --> 00:50:32,363
It's...
629
00:50:33,664 --> 00:50:34,665
so sad.
630
00:50:37,102 --> 00:50:38,469
A trial would've been better.
631
00:50:39,337 --> 00:50:40,771
Prison.
632
00:50:40,805 --> 00:50:42,707
Bitch took the coward's way out.
633
00:50:46,744 --> 00:50:47,978
What do you think?
634
00:50:48,012 --> 00:50:53,184
Well, I think we're all better
than the worst thing we've done.
635
00:50:55,586 --> 00:50:59,257
You shouldn't
feel guilty, Emily.
636
00:50:59,290 --> 00:51:02,627
Yeah, what that
woman did was her choice.
637
00:51:02,660 --> 00:51:05,096
It must've been so traumatic.
638
00:51:06,063 --> 00:51:08,599
Another hanging,
like your Martha.
639
00:51:09,634 --> 00:51:13,271
You know, you didn't have
anything to do with it.
640
00:51:13,304 --> 00:51:16,073
Why don't we let Emily tell us
how she feels.
641
00:51:21,479 --> 00:51:22,713
If she wants to.
642
00:51:35,793 --> 00:51:38,095
I feel...
643
00:51:41,031 --> 00:51:42,400
amazing.
644
00:51:49,907 --> 00:51:51,842
I'm glad she's dead.
645
00:51:54,912 --> 00:51:57,282
And I hope I had
something to do with it.
646
00:52:05,256 --> 00:52:07,658
If my Aunt Lisa was here
647
00:52:07,692 --> 00:52:09,694
or my fucking Commander...
648
00:52:11,896 --> 00:52:14,365
If my Commander
were here,
649
00:52:15,099 --> 00:52:16,701
I'd cut his dick off...
650
00:52:17,868 --> 00:52:19,470
make him eat it.
651
00:52:21,606 --> 00:52:23,606
There you go.
652
00:52:24,175 --> 00:52:25,710
The wife...
653
00:52:25,743 --> 00:52:27,778
I'd use a broom handle--
654
00:52:27,812 --> 00:52:29,414
Okay, everyone.
655
00:52:29,447 --> 00:52:30,615
Um...
656
00:52:32,016 --> 00:52:33,684
we've talked about this.
657
00:52:34,985 --> 00:52:37,355
Anger is a valid emotion,
658
00:52:37,388 --> 00:52:41,659
it's, uh, necessary,
important even, to heal.
659
00:52:43,994 --> 00:52:45,696
But we can't live there.
660
00:52:47,632 --> 00:52:48,999
Why not?
661
00:52:49,033 --> 00:52:50,100
June...
662
00:52:50,134 --> 00:52:53,204
Why does healing
have to be the only goal?
663
00:52:55,206 --> 00:52:58,276
Why can't we be as furious
as we feel?
664
00:53:00,044 --> 00:53:01,312
Don't we have that right?
665
00:53:04,449 --> 00:53:07,252
I think that's the hour, ladies.
666
00:53:08,319 --> 00:53:10,421
Pick this back up next week.
667
00:53:12,156 --> 00:53:13,424
Thank you.
668
00:53:17,628 --> 00:53:19,664
I'll stay longer
if anyone else wants to.
669
00:53:21,966 --> 00:53:23,966
I'll stick around too.
670
00:53:24,769 --> 00:53:25,770
Me too.
671
00:53:26,704 --> 00:53:27,738
Thank you.
672
00:53:28,806 --> 00:53:30,508
Yeah. Sure.
673
00:55:04,669 --> 00:55:06,871
Luke, I need
to tell you something.
674
00:55:11,376 --> 00:55:14,912
I need to tell you about
the last time I saw Hannah.